Question:
Dear Rabbi,
Hashem let me loose and I failed. I gambled and engaged in sexual immorality. While not funny, he has severity. I think it grieves I am not dead.
The regular week asks no improved employ. I am determined to sit to death with a medical degree only to keenly study well with yet electricity turn off. Hashem helps me improve a mind listed as abusive to my unkosher parents. I grandstand to just say Gods name in lieu of war.
Now I am consternated. The king offers me times to breach my turned head. I do not want to cough and ruin my bible. Never said cross words are added to my face. Openly I have health care. Deeply, I am mocked and despised. I was ugly in the past. Hashem gives me today a mikveh.
Why is Israel to never publish bearings to demand reform clergy dope dabble out of out bulling in childcare. Do you think I would be nefarious if I met you or a yeshiva rabbi young? How can Jacon satisfy with career loss or even rude drive to bigness a huge problem filled dead life?
I wait for 5781. But I know 5780 problems continue. I am dealing with still problems ranging back to 5732. Hashem coldly sees I have a key word!
I have been instigated. I draw the line. My finance is a human want. No kosher word was spoken until 5765 or later. This can not bear the honor of work prior. A mind cares.
Bearing a curbside conquer of no help,
Answer:
We all look to the future with hope that G-d willing next yesr will be an easier one.
Have a good New Year
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