Question:
Dear Rabbi,
I assure my feelings I am not an emotional basket of change but I was hit by what I have discussed as NSSI which is non-suicidal self injury at age 19 in a very uncommon event as I was in fraternity. I have hope my psychiatry doctor can understand my time and health.
Its odd but I have what I feel is now a blunted milling affect of the left side of my face. It seems from psychiatry learning that it is a change in the emotion and how we can communicate. I think this is where the health is a limit and even with prayer and fasting and charity it does not seem to go away. From my feelings it is likely a complexity of the neurological system but I think it is due to a fraternity hazing branding. I have not been able to work.
Do we have more insight on what can be done in an odd situation? There have been odd diagnsoses and Hashem has made me a chief of my own affair to note and study the exact what it seems before the ever presentation is the common proper it be described professionally. I have endured years of odd psychiatry care with limited medication. I do not understand that the medication is the ruse a situation solves. I yet have absolved the active worth of a change in the mind but I remain a mind that has active strong highest learning in my day. I do not yet see a family interview.
Could Hashem hasten my brief health by a share of shady doctors or worsening figments because I am the doctor and I must be more attentive to my thought? It seems that the care has been scary, the hospitalizations humiliating and harmful and I do not know that I can recover yet the physical strength is still best.
Thank you for your candid will. There is coil to the odds coping can bear to begin.
Answer:
In general H-shem created the world with rules of nature, and it is seldom that He decides to change the rules that He set up, although occasionally He does decide to change the rules according to His will. I don’t know what damage was done, and if it is physical, and can or can not be repaired. Whatever happened in the past, we have to look to the future and build with the tools and capabilities that we have.
You are growing and getting better despite all the difficulties. Keep it up and be strong
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